It's three months later and i still think of him. All the time in what I do, (would he be amazed at the work I've acheived?), in what I say, (usually contradictions, saying I don't care what happens), in what I wear, (would he be interested in me if I wore something cuter? Most of the time I don't care that much, but with you I want to try), just about anything can spark a memory of you (remember that time when....? Haha, that was great!).
But really, even though I said I really don't think I ever liked you that way.....
that I was confused....
that I felt upset because I thought I lost a best friend to my (true) emotions....
I want to
Rose Chronicles, Part 3 by AmyIsWayCool, literature
Literature
Rose Chronicles, Part 3
I wish you could see
This face in front of me
You're sorry you swear it you're done
But I can't tell you from the drugs
I've never felt so much dispair as I did today. I felt as if I was about ready to give up all hope on my sister. All I wanted to do was to use the bathroom in peace and suddenly I started to cry in a panic. What could possibly make my usually stone cold composure crumble like that? I thought, I can't stand my sister to suffer anymore. I really wish she would kill herself so that I know she would be in a better place, away from all drugs and alcohol.
Tonight Rose and I decided to go to a movie. I'm glad I went, but